Today I walked into my little sister room and she was praying. I have to little sisters, this one is the youngest and she is 8. I walk past and hear her ask God for a happy family, one who doesn’t scream and fight. I then start bawling. I go up to her and apologize for being such a bad sister, she tells me don’t talk to her but talk to my other sister. My other sister is 12 and we have a difficult relationship. I love her with all my heart don’t get me wrong but sometimes we don’t see eye to eye. She has ADHD which enables her to control her emotions so it is hard to deal with her sometimes When my 8 YEAR OLD SISTER ! told me to go talk to me other sister I realized how mature she was. (I’m so excited for her to get older :) ) But I talk to my other sister and everything is fine. I just want to be a better big sister and a lead a better example. They said I’m doing a good job but I just don’t believe them I love my sisters and want the best for them :/ I love my family and I don't give them enough credit so I will take this opportunity to do so if you don't mind :)
1. Dad: I love you so much. You are my hero. I can go to you for anything. You understand me so well. I'm sorry I can be a pain sometimes and I don't work as hard as I could. You mean so much to me and I will always be daddy's little girl :)
2.) Mom: We fight. Any teenage girl fights with her mom, it's int he handbook. You pick out the little things in me and obviously I take negatively to that. We don't see eye to eye on ALOT! We frustrate each other, we fight, we yell, but in the end I know you do all these things because you love me. I love you so much! I don't know what I would do without you. I get put into certain situations that make me appreciate you more and realize how much I depend on you on a regular basis. I'm sorry for being a disrespectful brat I truly am.
Parents as a whole: I know I'm not the best daughter in the world but I try. I know you ground me a lot but it's out of love. I rather have boundaries than being able to do what I wants. I actually sometimes enjoy not being able to do things because it reminds me that you guys care. And I love that about you guys :) <3 I love you both <3
3.) Maddy: I yell at you alot .More than I probably should. But I do it because I care. When you overreact I yell because I don't want you to get into an awkward situation when someone says something. I give you criticism because I want you to do everything to your best abilities. I don't tell you how much I care about you enough and my goal is that before I leave for college that will change.
4.) Olivia: You are so wise beyond your years. I'm sorry I'm not the best example but I love you so much. Your like a minny me and you so funny and cute and I love your smile. I hope we can get closer and I know (especially when you are older) we will be the best of friends.
Sissy's as a whole: I love you both so much and I want us to get so closer all 3 of us so that when we are older we can depend on each other for anything you two are my world and I want to be the best big sister you could ever have. I love you guys <3
I love my family I couldn't ask for a better one :)
1. Dad: I love you so much. You are my hero. I can go to you for anything. You understand me so well. I'm sorry I can be a pain sometimes and I don't work as hard as I could. You mean so much to me and I will always be daddy's little girl :)
2.) Mom: We fight. Any teenage girl fights with her mom, it's int he handbook. You pick out the little things in me and obviously I take negatively to that. We don't see eye to eye on ALOT! We frustrate each other, we fight, we yell, but in the end I know you do all these things because you love me. I love you so much! I don't know what I would do without you. I get put into certain situations that make me appreciate you more and realize how much I depend on you on a regular basis. I'm sorry for being a disrespectful brat I truly am.
Parents as a whole: I know I'm not the best daughter in the world but I try. I know you ground me a lot but it's out of love. I rather have boundaries than being able to do what I wants. I actually sometimes enjoy not being able to do things because it reminds me that you guys care. And I love that about you guys :) <3 I love you both <3
3.) Maddy: I yell at you alot .More than I probably should. But I do it because I care. When you overreact I yell because I don't want you to get into an awkward situation when someone says something. I give you criticism because I want you to do everything to your best abilities. I don't tell you how much I care about you enough and my goal is that before I leave for college that will change.
4.) Olivia: You are so wise beyond your years. I'm sorry I'm not the best example but I love you so much. Your like a minny me and you so funny and cute and I love your smile. I hope we can get closer and I know (especially when you are older) we will be the best of friends.
Sissy's as a whole: I love you both so much and I want us to get so closer all 3 of us so that when we are older we can depend on each other for anything you two are my world and I want to be the best big sister you could ever have. I love you guys <3
I love my family I couldn't ask for a better one :)
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