So explaing my day just got me in the mood to vent so I shall take the oppurtunity to do so.
I let you do anything. Borrow my favorie top? Sure! Borrow something I was planning on wearing? Fine! Taking all my favorite necklaces and never give it back? Great! Are you kidding me?!?!?! I'm so done with this time I ask to borrow something there's an excuse why I can't and then you go ahead and where my boots!! I don't get it! You are always at my house and are allowed to do whatever whenever like shower, eat, watch tv, use the computer, etc. Even when I was using my laptop I turn away for 2 seconds and you already have it. We have no relationship anymore.you got home schooled and you dropped everyone except a few. You see me all the time anyways so it didn't matter. But also once you left school we had nothing to talk about our topic of conversations are always what I did at school and to catch you up on everyone's lives and then you tell me how your going all these places with other people out of country and doing new things. Which I'm totally happy for you don't get me wrong but I just feel like I'm your convience friend. I'm only needed when it's convient for you! I'm also always wrong we always lately tend to have awkward moments of disagreeing tension. I'll say one thing and of course you make it seem like I'm wrong.even my pinion on how a guy looks is wrong: "oh here's this guy_____ seeing right now" -you. " oh he's okay kids interesting looking"- me. " Brooke he's so cute and way better than the weird looking guys you pick." -you. I just don't get it like I didn't know you anymore you alway treat me like a pest now and like I'm your actual obnoxious little sister. You never tell me things. You tell tour other friends all this personal stuff and I understand why you would to your best friend but c'mon you can't tell me? I can't trust you after the insident were I caught you talking to someone else about my personal life. Because of your little slip that person tells people how I'm a brat to my parents and I'm an annoying disrespectful child!
HEY! Maybe I am! What's it to you? I just don't get along with my patents some times and I am ride at times but it doesn't mean I don't love my parents. I'm just so done for you making desicions for me and your heading off to college soon and so I have to start relying on myself and giving myself comfort and advice. Because now to think of it when have you ever given my advice?
I'm tired of being in your shadow time for the clouds to come in and the shadows to disappear.