Dear KBS,

I have been trying to find this for I don’t know how long but the other day I was thinking about the reason behind this and I thought “Why do this?” i have so many amazing friends that I am hurting by doing this….In particular this one above here. i miss her a lot. I felt like I used to talk to her everyday I remember the first day we talked for more than a few seconds. Cristian had yelled at you and I was already in a bad mood I was sitting in the audience during concert choir when I used to be student service. You listened to me for a whole 2 hours just listened and at the end of it YOU ACTUALLY CARED!! how could you actually care how could someone it though actually care about my thoughts or how I feel or want to ACTUALLY KNOW! every single detail about me. not even some of my closets friends that I’ve known for years or even some of my family knows those things I told you. I don’t know what happened but I was going through old posts and you consumed my life for a while. From our amazing skype chats to your heart warming texts to just knowing when your online I can non-awkwardly message you when I’m feeling down that always mean the world to me. I feel like I don’t say this to you a lot but you are a rain of sunshine in so many people’s lives and your a great friend. You listen and you care which I feel like nobody knows how to do anymore. I miss you and i really hope you see this I posted it on tumblr lol BUT if you don’t it’s out there still for everyone to know how special I think you truly are <3

Sincerly,

<3