There's a difference

There is a difference in a friendship between caring and for caring but getting out deep emotions. Just because you care doesn't mean there isn't going to be problems In a friendship people say things ALL the time they don't mean. Other times thy say things they mean but not in the right manner. In friendships you work through things and come out closer and stronger. If you get through the roughy times that's when you know that it is a true good friendship. If you fight at least one you know that friendship is a keeper.

I'm doing the best I can I'm not perfect. But I put it a lot of time an effort into friendships. But what I've learned is honesty is the beat policy and you need to be open wig your feelings or else it's all a fake friendship. In general keeping your emotions inside isn't healthy and can ruin you in the long run. It hurts when you trying so hard to fix something that doesn't want to be fixed. I'm not a bad person and I'm sticking by myself but if my emotions are just going to be turned against me then fine.

But I deserve to be treated with respect. I deserve some support. I deserve to be treated better. Were not two anymore and friendships get more complicated. But there's nothing complicated about being treated poorly. I wish I could take back things I've Sao but I can't. Words hurt I get it. But words come from people and people set off triggers. My emotional trigger let loose. I underhand the upset with me but I'm not the bad guy. No one is! But I'm done with getting everythig turned on me. Let's learn to grow up and accept responsibility.