And I won't get it this year. yes I still consider us best friends.I miss you more than you will ever know. You come up in conversations more than I would like because it hurts. I could confide in you EVERYTHING! You listened. I didn't need you to say anything, I knew you cared. You understood me. You checked up on me. But for the first time we didn't see eye to eye and that bothered me so I blew it. I blew a whole 5 year friendship out the window. I should have talked to you first. I was very juvenile in the way I acted. I can never apologize more for that. You mean the world to me.
This will be the first year since we were in 8th grade that we don't have the last summer sleepover together. That hurts more than anyone will ever now. Yous aid everything was okay but it's obviously not. I ruined our friendship with a blog and now I'm trying to fix it with a blog. Well trying...I miss you! I'm so so so sorry. I want everything to be the same. I was thinking the other day about thing in my life that you don't know and that's strange to me you always knew everything going on in my life. This fight needs to end...please <3
